December 2008

Coming back to blogging??

My Birthday

Just gonna post up some of my birthday pictures for you guys to see :)










I had a blast..went out with a few friends to a lounge and they were playing 80s 90s music...was fun.!!

Missing Malaysia

Have you guys ever thought of how much you miss Malaysia?

I do...everytime I see the picture of Petronas Tower and mamak stores...my heart just melts...

The question of whether I should go home after my graduation always bother me. Even though I desperately want to be a Canadian, a big part of me still want to go back to KL to work and experience being a TRUE Malaysian...

awwww...i miss home

What is inside?

There is something particular in my mind...I want to know what it is specifically;However, no matter how hard I try to get that thought out of my mind, I just can't figure it out. Now, even more thoughts are in my mind, and they are driving me crazy!!

When all these thoughts of posibilities set into place, I don't know what am I thinking anymore. Eveything in my mind seems to be the "possibility of that specific thing" ...WHAT IS INSIDE MY MIND???

Is it a place? a feeling or a person?

Emptiness

Just got out from bed and the very 1st feeling im feeling now is emptiness. I dont want to feel this way. Why am I feeling this way....How do I not feel this way?

A heavy heart and an empty soul....

What will you do?

Have you ever wonder what to do when your own plans, your own life, your own emotions and your own-self fucked you up?

Over Consumed

Exhausted... but I like it this way.

Been extremely busy with work, school, and work.

Total time in a week :
24hrs*7 days
:168hrs a week
-40 hrs of studying per week
-18 hrs of homework/project per week
-12 hrs of classes per week
-20 hrs of work per week
-13 hrs to church related activities per week
-28 hours of daily chore per week (4 hrs per day)
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37 hrs left for sleep per week
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On average, I have 5 hrs sleep per night!! I need to catch up with some zzzzz

My body is totally over consumed by the "Busy-ness" of life

Security

I just want to be like the little kitty...feeling secure in the "big guy's" embrace.