Tuesday, November 02, 2004

~* Me & tHe Mid-TeRm*~

Winter is aPpRoAChInG!!

4.30pm : The sky is already dark; cold and windy.

Today is totally not my day!! It rained the whole day and with my midterm result, it became more depressing. What a "wonderful" start for 2004 fall/winter.

Sooooooo disappointed! I studied SO-VERY hard for my Marketing but i got a C for the midterm. Sob sob sob.... What else can i do? Im so scared and im worrying about the finals now. I cant afford to fail or just a pass as i need a higher GPA. sigh...i think my way of studying is not right at all. SOMEONE please teach me how to study Smart!! I have already done my best!!

I actually cried in the washroom after getting the result. I cant believe that i cried! The last time i cried over my results was in primary school and it was because i couldn't get an A+ !! Im not doing well at all this semester. I have no idea why. I think the workload is too heavy and intensive for me as im such a slow learner and i can take it no more!!

Timmy was trying to cheer me up while i was holding the tears in my eyes. Ignoring him, I went to the washroom and i sob like a big baby. I just couldn't control it... im still so emotional!
When i came out from the washroom, Minoru was waiting for me outside. Not knowing what happened, he gave me a hug and the tears were building up again!! It was embarrassing!! Can you believe that an university student cried because she got a C for midterm!! sigh....i have no idea why i cried but it was absolutely not an act i gave out to gain sympathy.

I left by telling him that i need to be alone for a while...hesitatingly he let me go. Walked in the rain...i headed to the foodcourt and i studied there until Minoru called again. He came...we just talked for a bit and here im blogging at home.

Just realized that my 64mb MP3 player broke. No idea why it is not working...not the battery! sigh...what a day!! hopefully things will be better.

~*eVeRydAy iS a nEw DaY*~


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~*JaSmInE*~