HeRe I cOmE NeW YoRk, NY

8 hours before departure to NYC.
Just finished packing and now im all ready to enjoy my trip!!
Called Ashley and in about 18hours, Ill be seeing my Best Buddy after 4 yrs.
Well....thats it for now.

Updates laterz.....

Can't Take it....

Sex And The City should be BANNED BANNED BANNED.

I am no one to say this but just everything in it is sooooooooo freaking wrong. I never really watched Sex And The City before, but just 5 mins ago was my first time. Just a short 30 mins of Sex And The City I watched, I found soooo much flaws and immorality in it, how much more immoralities and wrong teachings there will be if anyone were to watch it every single day!!! not to say, if it is watched by teens, I cant imagine the influence of it.

I know North America is all about openess, sex, money and so on....these are all craps.... It doesnt contribute to the society and most of all not to human kind. Immoralities has made human kind more horny and polluted and changed what used to be known as WRONG to be RIGHT now. arggg.....im soooooo MAD.

One of the blonde girl, Samantha Jones in the series i watched just now, was saying that sleeping with either female or male is no longer a matter to discuss about because when you have sex with someone, that particular someone should be seen as an individual, they sex should not be considered. She even said that it is ok to sleep with gays or lesbians so that we will know better how to play THE GAME of SEX. man...what are all these!! I personally feel that movies like this are bacially teaching the society to be holes and bitches, as if we dont have to value sex or ur partner. All you have to do is to go out and get urself fuck and have fun with it and continue doing it as a routine and grow old with it. Damn....it is just tooo much.

How can society accept such immorality and .... i cant even find a word to describe it.

Im just mad to see how bad and polluted we are as the whole society.

Awkwardness

I bumped into my church friends that day while i was holding hands with my koyibito, walking on St. Catherine as sual on a Saturday afternoon. We never bumped into anyone from church before even after more than a year since we started our own lil secret life, but i guess somehow, somewhat, people will find out.
Come to think about it, i shouldnt even be hiding my relationship with Min anymore. My bro, the person whom i want to hide most from, knew bout us already, who else should i hide right. However, i still feel awkward about it. Since everyone from chruch thinks that i am single... i prefer to remain it that way. I just dont want them to see me being lovey-dovey or what-so- ever with my boyfriend. Maybe i just care too much about what others will think of me. Whatever it is, sooner or later, everyone will know. I think i should just remain cool and act as if nothing happened.

Chill

A Song That Makes Me Smile

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel aloneOh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Home

When I think of this lyrics, it somehow reminds me of home. Of cause there is no longer someone"special" in my life back in Msia other than my family members, it still touches me.
HOME - a word that means a lot. I want a "home" by myself; a home that i build, live and die for. Anyone who tries to disturb my home, I promise I'll make him/her pay. I guess the reason why so is because i never had a perfect home. My "home" was ruined even before i was able to protect it. I was still very young, and i was incabable to understand what was going on when my dad left home. In short, i never had a perfect home when i grew up. Maybe that is why I am sooo desperate to have a home by myself now. I want to give my children the best home and i promise to be the best mum i could be in future.

Whatever it is.... i miss my mum.

NYC TrIp....ComInG Up

One more week and ill be in New York City enjoying my last vocation for Summer 2005!

Im all excited about the trip and of couse, most of all, im excited to meet Yuk Shan again after 4 yrs. Been sufting online to look for the attractions in NYC... Broadway Show is top of my list and of cause Statue of Liberty and so on. I might even be going to watch a Baseball game, just to get the experience, and who knows.... i might see some hot bodies and broad shoulders' Yankees... haha...just jk. opsss.... hopefully i wont get into trouble for saying this =p ...*grin*

Museums, shoppings, food, central park .....clubs are what i want!! Hopefully 10 days are good enough. Is gonna be sooooo FUN...too bad Cindy, KF, SU, Wei Ming .... are not gonna be there.
=( If not, it will be a *blast*....i miss ya guys... We should definately have a gathering soon!!

Malaysia

Finally my bro is back to Malaysia for two months....which means that im gonna be all alone for 2 months.

I have been busy lately and i havent really get the chance to enjoy my "alone" stay, however, i think it is gonna boring and scary....most of all LONELY.

I miss home....i want to go home ....the Food is the best...i have been craving for LAKSA, MAMAK and Curry Mee. Mum calls me almost every 2 days to update me about my bro's trip back in Msia. Im sooo jealous of what they have been doing...and guess what...all they have been doing is EATING and driving to somewhere else to EAT!!! argggggg.....soooooo jealous!

Besides, everyone else is back in Malaysia. I saw yy's friendster and she posted up pictures of them having a gathering in Malaysia. I never get the chance to meet everyone and last year when i went back...i didnt even get to spend a lot of my time with my friends. sigh.....

Was thinking of visiting bob, but his parents are in town and he is busy with them... well i guess we have to wait til spring break or summer next yr, Bob!