Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I DONT need you!

You are the one who officially announced that you are sick and freaking tired of me...if so....then...LET IT BE!!

I dont freaking give a damn anymore too. Since both of us are suffering sooo much in this inseparable relationship, the best way to prevent fights and arguements is to MIND OUR OWN BUSINESS.

I tried sooo much to improve and heal our relationship, but it was just a waste of time and energy. SINCE you are the one who is giving up now....so let it be. There's no point for me to clap my own hands ...it takes two hands and willingness to make our relationship work...BUT...since u said u r freaking tired and sick of me ...IT IS OVER. I mean it...i really mean it...at the end, the one who get hurt most will neither be both of us...it will only be mum alone.

No matter what I do, how hard I try and cry... ill always remain imperfect in your point of view. BUT let me tell u this, YOU CANT ASPECT ME TO BE THE PERFECT LIL SISTER YOU ALWAYS WANTED ME TO BE. I am of flesh and blood, not a robot that just listen, obey and carry out your orders; eventhough i know most of the things you intended for me are good....I just cant fulfill that 100%. Ask yourself, have I ever asked you to be THE BROTHER I wanted you to be? I accept and repect you for who you are, why can't you do the same???? Besides, dont be a HYPOCRITE, be a perfectionist before you aspect me to be a 100% good LITTLE SISTER!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

PMS-ing?

The very first thing my friend asked me today was "ermmm....are you PMS-ing?" This is a question a girl will ask if it is obvious, but the truth is I AM NOT!

LISTEN!! Having ZITS on a girl's face do not always mean that she is PMS-ing.

The TRUTH is.... I am STRESSED!!!
I was staying up til 5 am for the past 3 days to finish my business report and I can't believe that only 3 days it takes to give the pimples the chance to "pop-out". Argggggg.....hate PIMPLES; they are big and painful.

Comparing with the times of staying up late when I was a teenager to now, I have become more prone to stress.... aiksss!! that was only a few years ago. Man....Im really getting old and even if I deny it, my body just doesnt lie.