Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Quebec City - Trip

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Montmorency Fall

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Fairmont Le Chateau Frontenac
This trip basically an "eye opener" to me. I been to Quebec City many times but never got the chance to actually stay in the Castle. =)
Fairmont Le Chateau Frontenac was a castle during the French colony in Quebec. For anyone who doesnt know the history of Quebec, Quebec was under French colony long long time ago and later on, it was conquered by the British when they won the tragic war. That's why Quebec province is the only province that speak French and is sooo different from other provinces of Canada.
Anyways, Chateau (castle) Frontenac is a hotel now and it is extravagant. I gotta spend one night at the castle and it is kind of scary. ehhe... the elevator didnt work well and it almost stopped on every level. =S The room was a bit small and it didnt turn out to be what i expected. I'll say that the 5 star hotels in Malaysia are better. However, it was a good experience to have stayed in a few hundred years old castle.
Apparently the Montmorency Fall is the HIGHEST fall on earth. It is higher than the world's famous niagara falls but of cause it is not as huge and amazing. I was surprised though... looks can be deceiving huh!! Cant believe that this small Montmorency Fall is the world's highest fall.
It was a fun trip to Quebec City. It is soooo French there, more so than Montreal and it felt as if i was in Europe. I will be back again and the next time, i wish to go with someone special as it is such a romantic city to spend with someone important!!

Monday, June 27, 2005

~*tHe wEddiNg dAy*~

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Fairmont Royal York Hotel
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Hao & Patrick

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Patty, Jas & Ming

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Cousinz Gathering in Foreign Country

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Selene & Jas

This is one of the BEST wedding I ever been. It was a definite hit! AWESOME....
We had it all under one roof at the opulent Fairmont Royal York Hotel, Toronto. We started our journey to downtown Toronto at 3pm (18thJune) and while we were in the car, the girls, me included was still holding blusher, lipstick and mirror in our hands. *bLuSh*
Cousins, aunts & uncles all coming from Australia, UK, USA & Malaysia arrived at the chandeliers adorned lobby and we had a warm welcome and hugs to each other. Didn't see some of them for almost 10 yrs!! The wedding was definately a gathering of family members.
Soooo much Food, Dance, Fun and most of all PICTURES!! Didnt get to post all the pictures here. Check out the link at the side of my blog. That's just the summary of the whole trip!
We should definately organize another gathering like this soon. Noone wants to wait 5 to 8 yrs til my Wedding day =p *bLuSh*
Love you guys...Cousinz!!
Blood is thicker than water. I finally understand that now =)

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Toronto Trip - 1st day

World's Tallest Man-Made Tower
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CN Tower
CN Tower - Glass Floor
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Jas & Bao Bao
I had sooooooooooooo much fun for the past one week!!
Went to Toronto for my cousin, Patrick's wedding and it was awesome.
Arrived in Toronto one day before the wedding and i met up with Bao who came all the way from London, Uk. The real London, ehhe...not the fake London, Ontario that Canadian familiar with. A few of us, cousinz brought Bao to downtown Toronto and it was fun to have the chance to hang out again.
Got back to my aunt's place pretty late that day and we were all very excited about the BIG day tomorrow - THE WEDDING DAY!!

Monday, June 20, 2005

Summer

Read this article a few days ago, find it interesting. =P
Why not you guys give it a try... Spice up ur hot summer life!!!


"Summer is the time when one sheds one's tension with one's clothes, and the right kind of day is jeweled balm for the battered spirit. A few of those days and you can become drunk with the belief that all's right with the world."

-Formal New York Times architecture critic Ada Louise Huxtable-

Or you could just sit on a patio and get drunk. Which is definately one of my favourite summer activities. Especially if it's a weekday afternoon and Im playing hooky and the patio drinking is followed by some hot, sweaty sex, and then maybe a good meal on another patio on a warm summer evening. All is certainly right in mu world after a day like that.

There is no doubt that summer is one of the sexy season full of people shedding tensions and clothes. It's also the one season in which couples and singles are at peace with each other, as both benefit from summer's seductiveness. Couples get to have sweaty make-out sessions while lying in the park, and singles get to sweat more pheromones and hopefully get laid.

Here are some suggestions to help you turn up the heat and have the sexiest summer ever:

This summer why don't you:
  • Show you guy your best Popsicle-eating technique. No guy? Show a stranger.
  • Rent a air-conditional hotel room in the middle of the afternoon. Single? Bring toys. Or a cute stranger.
  • Grab a bottle of wine and a blanket and head to a park and lie under that summer-in-the-city night sky together. Or go by yourself and ask thw first cutie who walks by if they'd like to join you.
  • Slice up ripe mango and feed it to each other. Lick the juice off each other's chins. Or feed it to yourself and ask a cute stranger if he'd like to lick the juice off your chin.
  • Bring a tray of ice cubes to bed and rub them on your "hot spots."
  • Close the windows and turn off the fan and the A/C and have the thigh-sweatiest sex you can stand. Single? Masturbate while fantasizing about it.
  • Go to a drive-in (yes, there are still some left) and make-out in the back seat. Perfect 1st date idea too.
  • Have a cold shower together. Have a cold shower alone. It'll cool you and help ease the sexual tension if you have trouble getting any.
  • Freeze a bunch of grapes, lie back in bed and slowly feed them to each other. Or lie back, watch a romantic movie and feed frozen grapes to yourself.
  • Break into a public swimming pool at 3am and go skinny-dipping together. Solo? Invite friends and tell them to bring a sinle friend. Better than speed-dating.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

RaNdOm

Been 3 weeks that I have not been having good night sleep. Slept for only 10 hours in total for the past 4 days. Took a sleep test and this is the "Sleep Test Results":

You show symptoms of sleep apnea, a potentially serious sleep disorder. People with sleep apnea quit breathing repeatedly, often hundreds of times during their nights sleep.

You show symptoms of insomnia, which is defined as a persistent inability to fall asleep or stay asleep.


I need my sleep badly. Im sooo tired and if this continue, I'll be doomed for my finals next week.
Going to Toronto for cousin's wedding tomorrow. 5pm train which means that i still have the whole day to study. Hopefully will have much done. No more caffein for a while... need to sleep...need to rest...need energy!!!

Wedding is on Sat. Bought a dress and a shawl just for the wedding... Wedding wedding oh wedding...why do people get married. yadahyadahyadah... I know the answer.

Have no idea what to blog. Later...

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

FeeLing bEtteR

Finally one day without too much sun shine...

Some of you might be thiking that im crazy because everyone loves Summer... Im not saying that i dont like summer but is just that too hot makes me headache. That was why i had migraine for the past one week. The weather was so hot ....it felt just like home. With the humidity, i dont even want to get out of the house. I know i shouldnt even be complaining cause if were to compare to Msia, this weather is 5 times better here. But it is different cause we have A/C every where in Msia and I dont walk around in the city.

It was 18 C today. A bit chilly with the wind but i like it. I think the best weather will be around 18 to 26 C. That is for me but to many other people here, they like it SUPER hot and sunny so that they can get some color on their pale skin.

Anyways, I got my midterm back and i scored ok. Not too good, not too bad. Im ok with it cause i was really in bad shape when i took the exam. Am happy that i got an average.

10 more days to cousin's wedding. Will be heading to Toronto on the 17th then will be back on the 20th. It will be crazy as my finals will be on the 22nd. I need to focus and start studying now. Summer school is super intensive but it is good in a way cause i gotta get it done fast.

That's it for now. Nothing much to blog.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

aSkInG Too mUcH?

Am I lacking of attention??!!?
Yeap, here am i Bitching again.

All im asking is just more attention on me!! Is it sooo hard to do? Things aren't the same anymore. Where are those cares and understandings?

Yes, I vent and I bitch... but why can't I do so? Im just like a normal girl who is doing what a normal girl will do! I really do not think im asking too much. In fact, I don't ask for much at all.

Too personal here...sorry guys! I just need to let all out and I have noone here to listen to me. Im sick of keeping it in and suffer it alone.

Im just too emotional now...

Friday, June 03, 2005

~*nOt tHe sAmE*~

Since last week ... i dont feel the same anymore.

Im not myself and i dont know how to be myself. Things were really bad last week...getting better now after all the stresses, migraine, decisions, struggles, rebel.... thoughts and thoughts and thoughs....

Made a decision, might not be a good one but i have faith in it... will see how things go.

Im actually bored with my life... I am not so happy with current life here. Maybe it is because i get bored with things fast. I need more excitement in life...need more friends and obviously need more girl friends...but it is not easy to just "click" with people. I have changed into a more reserve person and im only open to people whom im closed to and who ever else, i dont give a damn. I was never like that back home. I have no idea what happened to me. Is it because i was hurt so many times that now it is like a defense mechanism to just keep myself away from people so that i wont get hurt again????

I hate being bitter. I hate being judgemental, I hate hating, and most of all ...I hate self-pity!
I have to change and i need support. Noone understands, i know people do care for me which makes me feel worst. I feel that i dont even deserve their care as i dont care much about them, but that's grace that has been given to me and im living with it each day for granted.

Im tired... im facing it and im going to deal with it.